Sired to you

I'm sired to you
I'm drawn to you
When I look at you
I see my world ;
In those eyes of you

I'm sired to you
When did you cast the spell
I'm sired to you
Can't remember when did I fell

Sired to you, drawn to you
I stare at your deep dark eyes
Where the galaxies shine
Even In the pitch black nights

I'm sired to you
I'm drawn to you
When I look at you
I see my world ;
In those eyes of you

Sired to you, drawn to you
I stare at your blank face
With traces of feelings
With traces of desires
Mixed up altogether
Like and art mixed up, but beautiful
Like colours mixed up, but brilliant......
I stare at beautiful and brilliant blank face of you,
Sired to you, drawn to you......

I stare.....
With a glare.......
I'm in your snare, with my very own will
I don't care, I'm climbing the emotions hill
Oh, I'm sired to you
When did you cast the spell
Can't remember when did I fell

Sired to you, I'm all yours
Forever yours
I'm in your snare
But I don't care

So come to me
And take my hand
Let's dance the night away
Till the sun rays land

I'm sired to you
I'm drawn to you
When I look at you
I see my world ;
In those eyes of you

Sired to you........

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Image beyond

Crimson and gold shades of
Flames that burn inside my soul
Looking out through glass doors
Soft edged Iron frames
I keep gazing towards the
Growing greenery beyond them.......

Faded images of the movie
Called past
Get drawn in my mind
In a blink

Brighter images of the movie
Called future
Heal the wounds of my mind
Taking all it's time.......

As sun sets I see
Golden skies becoming
Blue black dark
As it gets dark I see
Birds flying over clouds
Towards the warmth of sun

My phone beeps
Like the siren of Titanic
My dreams fall on my feet
And I reach out for the phone
With hesitation growing in mind
And a smile drawn on my face

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Wanna

Thousands of heads
Around me
Thousands of rain drops
Falling in my head
The thunderstorm strikes
In my heart

(Chorus)
I want, I just want
I wanna get an umbrella
I wanna get some shelter
But yet I stand in the heavy rain
I want, I just want
I wanna see some sun rays
I wanna watch the daybreak
But yet I stand in the heavy rain

(Rap)
My eyes wet, my cheeks damp
My nose runny
Is it rain?
Is it pain?
Like sky clears up after rain
I wanna clear my head
I wanna see white not grey
I wanna see greenery not dead leaves
I wanna root deeper in to the ground
I wanna grow higher in to the sky
I wanna live , not survive........

I want............//

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Thinking

My letters on white
Soft paper blots
My heart which was
Supressed all day cries
My eyes which were
Faking bright smiles
The world except

Now got the time to
Look at the sky
And let out a sigh
Now got the time to
Look at my feet
And think about my life

I wonder why I'm standing
On earth dust
Which feels soft but dry......
I wonder why I'm living
Underneath sky
Where thousands of stars shine
But only tonight ........

I'm thinking looking at the sky
I'm thinking looking at the sky
I wonder what if I could fly
I wonder what if I could cry.........

Listening to
your voices in my head
I go to sleep every night.......
I wonder what if I could fly
I wonder what if I could cry.....

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Red hot smoke

Smoke
Rising from my heart
Flames
Burning from the start

Dim candle light glowing
Melted paraffin flowing
Pitch black darkness fading
Making shadows on the walls

Can you see the smoke
burning air of this fire
Hit the depth of my lungs
Lightening untold desire.....

My heart is burning
Can you see the smoke
Those flames are burning
Cause You're the blowing wind

The red hot smoke
Rising from my heart
The red hot flames
Burning in my heart......

The red hot smoke
Rising from my heart
Touching the depth of my lungs
So my breath is uneven.......

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

None of them

I do stare
So you guess I care
You say one of them
I think none of them

Hey, you're wrong
You got the
Wrong end of the stick
You're wrong
You don't know
But I know
You're wrong......

I don't care
Even if you glare
I know that to tell anything
You won't dare

I do stare.........

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Decades apart

I don't know why
Behind the closed doors I cry
Can't I escape this world
Can't I escape this drought

My heart feels burning
My eyes keep crying
My head keeps falling
My mind keeps longing....

I don't know why
Behind the closed doors I cry
To be happy i wanna try
Can't I escape this drought.....

The sky keeps darkening
Outside it's raining
My vision goes blackening
I can't hear anything.......

(My mind gone blank
Inside my heart it's a prank
I can't do this, I can't
I need to escape this drought
But I can't......)

I don't know why.........

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Closed doors

I don't know why
Behind the closed doors I cry
Can't I escape this world
Can't I escape this drought

My heart feels burning
My eyes keep crying
My head keeps falling
My mind keeps longing....

I don't know why
Behind the closed doors I cry
To be happy i wanna try
Can't I escape this drought.....

The sky keeps darkening
Outside it's raining
My vision goes blackening
I can't hear anything.......

(My mind gone blank
Inside my heart it's a prank
I can't do this, I can't
I need to escape this drought
But I can't......)

I don't know why.........

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Stardust

I'm not diamond
I'm not silver
I'm not platinum
I'm not just anyone of them
But I'm stardust
But I'm stardust.....

Shining brighter than
Silver diamond platinum
Shining brighter than
Silver diamond platinum

I'm stardust
I've got colours that mixed up
I'm stardust
I've got dazzle that never die

Cause I'm stardust......
I'm not diamond
I'm not silver
I'm not platinum
I've got dazzle that never die
I've got colours that mixed up
Cause I'm stardust.....

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Golden mask

The golden mask
Made with iron
Blackened inside
Dazzling outside

The golden mask
That answer with care
Every question you ask
But too hefty to wear

The golden mask
Which makes me
Bewildered and weary
At the evening dusk

The mask that please you
The mask that doesn't offend you
Which I take off so willingly
In the peaceful solitude

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Space in your heart

I know you don't notice me
I know you don't believe me
I'm just feeling little sad
Sad but not mad

I know I can still love you
I know my sunshine is you
I'm just feeling really glad
Glad but not mad

I know that you don't see me
I know that I can't reach you
I just need a space
in your heart not your hand

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Fading away

I'm fading away
Don't know how
Don't know why
I'm fading away
Like mascara caught rain drops
I'm fading away

It's a dark silent night
I can hear the crickets cry
I can feel cold sighs
I'm fading away
Like mascara caught rain
I'm fading away

It's not a nightmare
It's not just a bad dream
I'm fading away
For real
I'm fading away......

I'm caught by evil fairies
I'm fading away
I'm trying to save the light
But I'm fading away.....

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Tattoo

I tattooed you on my heart
I bled so bad
I was in pain for so long
But I got healed
With all your sweet smiles
And you will be there
Forever till my last breathe.....
And I will be there till
sand glasses turn
And sun and moon dies
Waiting for rain to touch
The drought inside me.....
I will be there
For days weeks and years
waiting for sun rays to touch
The deepest darkness inside me.....
I'll be waiting
Till I find the light of my life
Till I find the reflection of mine
Through your glistening eyes ....

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

With you

In my dreams
I'm dancing
Free style
As I wish

In my dreams
In darkest nights
I'm Dancing
Free style as I wish
With you........

I hold your warm hand
To the dimlit studio
Slowly we take steps
By my side you stand

Tonight I dance
In my dreams
On me your glance
In my dreams

In my dreams
I'm Dancing
Free style
As I wish

In my dreams
My heart screams
For that chance
To just dance

With you.........
With you.........
Tonight in my dreams
I dance,
With you......

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Heavens to hell

Angel's falling
From heavens to hell
Screaming silent
To the darkness they fell

Angels falling
Against the wishes and dreams
Crushing the
Delicate wings

Unable to fly
Staring in to sky
A murmur of pray
Breaking the silence

Sunshine fading
Angels falling
Dusk falling
Angels falling

Heavens with light shining
In darkness depth is drowning
Angels silently screaming
Falling from heavens to hell......

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Silent cry

No dazzling tears to be seen
No loud wailing to be heard
But inside I cry.....

Looking like a diamond
Cannot be broken,
I'm so broke inside
Looking like a star
Shines in the pitch black,
I'm feeling so gloomy inside

Can you hear my cry
Can you hear my cry
Can you hear my silent cry
That you can't see with your eyes
Can you hear my silent cry
That I will never let out

Looking like a diamond..........

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Imperfect

You say I'm perfect
I know I'm not perfect
You see perfections
I know imperfections
You know only how I glow
But I know my every flaw.....

Am I beautiful
Even with my every flaw
Am I beautiful
Even if I lose my glow
Am I perfect
And deep down I know
I am imperfect
I am imperfect
I am not perfect
Like you see
Like you say
Like you hope
Me to be...........
Like you hope me to be....

You say I'm perfect
I know I'm imperfect
You see perfections
I know imperfections
You know only how I glow
But I know my every flaw.....

Perfect or imperfect
Beautiful or ugly
Who am I even I think
And deep down I know
I'm not perfect
Like you see or say
Like you hope me to be.......
But with all my flaws
I embrace me
With all my glow
I embrace me
And I never let go of me........

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Space in skies

I just
Stare in to the air
Don't know why I care
About the directions life flows
I just
Glare in to your eyes
Don't know why I see skies
Inside those shades of the eyes
I just stare
I just glare
Cause I don't dare
Loose my space in the sky

I just stare
I just glare
Cause I don't dare
Loose my feathery wings to fly.....

I
I just stare.....I just glare
In to your eyes
But I don't dare
And it's not fair
To loose my space in the sky
Cause I wanna fly................
Cause I wanna fly...............
Cause I wanna explore the sky......

I just........
I just stare....

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Empty

I can hear
But I can't tear
This emptiness
I'm feeling

I can see
But I can't clear
This emptiness
I'm feeling

The wind gone still
Against any will
And I can't dream
Not anymore

The silence doesn't break
The dark nights never fade
But I can't dream
Not anymore.........

Just some day
If it will rain
I wanna sing again
Just like I did before

Just some day
If sun would shine
I wanna run again
Just like I did before......

The silence doesn't break
The dark nights never fade
But I can't dream
Not anymore......

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

Mesmerised

The tree leaves
Rustling in the silence
The moonlight
Filtering through the pitch black dark

Crimson and gold
Outstanding and bold
New and old flames
Heated white charcoal

Stars shining
Lying on the woolly clouds
Far away from
The calloused burnt earth

The hooting
Of a loner
An owl's beauty
That cannot be seen in dark

Cold water
flaws through the creek
Murmuring to the
Rocks and stones, deaf and blind

I'm mesmerized
I'm mesmerized .............;

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA

April's fools

Look at my eyes
Tell all the lies
You prepared just for me
Look at the sky
Let out a sigh
Say "you won't believe me"

It's not April's fools
I have my own rules
I'm not gonna believe you
Cause it ain't April's fools

My eyes are dry
Again I won't cry
Don't you dare talk to me
Don't ask me why
Don't try to sight
I won't believe you....

It's not April's fools
I have my own rules
I'm not gonna believe you
Cause it ain't April's fools

K.K.S.M.KULAWARDHANA